I mean I don’t honestly have low self esteem. Not truly? I mean I think I work backwards really. For most people it’s like the more you know someone the more comfortable you get around them. For me it is different. I love strangers I am full of confidence and always carry myself highly in the company of people I don’t know.
But put me in a room with those who know me best and I crumble and fall apart.
am I the only one that knows about the alt + reblog thing but still chooses to reblog the old fashion way just because the hand what would be used to press alt is being used to shove food in my mouth or…
You build these “walls” around you, in fear of getting hurt once again. You don’t let anyone in, you don’t give anyone your all because you constantly remind yourself of the past. You even get scared when someone gets too close. Which is terrible because you not only hurt yourself but others. Just remember that one day you need to have the strength to put these walls down for someone, or you will never be truly happy.